When i was a "young boy", will u be....?

Sumtimes hope i can cloned myself~
a thousand man like me~
not saying i good,,,
not saying i hav determination~

still feel sad about ytd incident~
altough i had said sorry,,,,
but i still feel....i did not do wrong~
anyway....juz my feeling

Sumtimes hope the person who wrong
can really put down the face.....

a soft suggestion and a loud reply~
got scolded~
unhappy~
altought there was nothing happen anymore...
but still dissapointed~

maybe i aim too high for us?
maybe we really cannot compare with last year man~

am i changing?
to a " aim high" person?
or a "sellfish" person?
or a " brain-less" person?

i aso dunno~
still feeling unhappy~

am i giving myself stress?
and u all taught i silly?

there is other way to treat those guys
they are not the way u all think~
they can be our frenz~
not............

i can knw why laz year i so crazy thinking about nonsense~

sumtimes make fun together is happy
but when quarrel happen~ how?

i aso wish i am "u"
i wish to take it

will u be "me" one day?
juz 1 day~
1 single day....
i am scaring~worrying~

still feeling not good~
i wish u are the one i met on the year u trust me~

now~ i feel....i am foolish~?
the year u began to trust me...
follow me....take me as good man
untill the year we quarrel~
and~ ok~
and quarrel~
and ok~
and quarrel~
and ok~

and those was the year i changed ~
until now~
can we bac to innocent year?
two beautiful partner?

and i knw if u really see this~
u will scold me again~
i knw it~
cuz of 4 alphabets~

now~
i cant do much~
maybe at here posting my feeling is a bad thing for u~
and maybe i trying to ruin my image~
pretending~
keep pretending~

laz time
while thinking laz time...
how am i with u~
how are u with me~
how we be together~ and together

tears will drop~.......
teacher said : " A true man will only bleeding but not for crying"
this is a wrong thinking~

but i still feel...this is not a wrong thinking~
instead...a real fix man...wont drop tears altough facing any BIG problems~

becuz of ytd~
i think a lot~
i knw i giving myself many unwanted stress...
this is not mean i didnt believe others...

but.....do they giv me b4?
i knw i am foolish talking this~

i wan bac to normal....
sometimes watching footballer, handballer
goaling~ shouting~
why their student life not same?

the year b4 form 5
we hav the another one same thinking~
but now~ i knw no more ^^

if u accidentally see this...
i dunno wat to do~
am i pretending knwing u too much?

i knw...i change a lot~
a cant mixing solution~

this is the words i really wan talk to u~
wat reply will i get if u see this?
juz wishing.....i am still ur 2007 partner~

maybe i really like to say ppl...
but without saying me~

haiz....dumb man